Update on the Update:16:42 Nov 30 2011
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Update
14:05:42 - Nov 07 2011
It's been a while since i posted a journal. so much has happened, and yet nothing changed.
I moved to TN in August 1st. I live with TheLoreHanayagi. TeineDragan will move up here once he gets out. I miss living with him.
We celebrated our first year anniversary this weekend even though it was on the 1st this month, the day after halloween.
I used a good bit of my paycheck for this past weekend. His anniversary gift was a guitar, mine was a refurbished desktop... i have such bad luck with laptops. we went out to a hibachi dinner at sakura's on saturday, it was amazing! the show in making the food was awesome and the food was better. He hates zucchini! lol... until he ate it in his veggies (he didn't even know it was in there, and I didn't tell him). I got my possessions the day before he came, so now i just need to find where to put all the books.
Got some toys also, it was quite an interesting day. Good thing the utilities are paid until december! I love paying ahead of time. Because of that, I really only have to worry about the rent and groceries. well time to go, glad to work.
Update's Update:
I moved to KY on the 20th of November. I was living in the Lore, however, obviously I am not, and am most definitely not working for them either. It may be that TeineDragan may not be moving up here, but I may be moving back down to El Paso. my desktop? Have to take it back. So i'm getting a laptop. All the utilities were paid until the 8th, then I believe one of them was due on the 21st. I don't think my move will allow them to have money for christmas. However, if they pitched in a little more... *shrugs* I mean come on...
Aug - I paid the $550 dep $280 groceries, and $275 rent. J paid $600 deposits for the utils (water and electric). This doesn't count for the gas or helping of about $300 that month in addition to help their family.
Sept - I paid $550 rent, $400 groceries $104 water bill, $221 cable/int (plus the $450 to get that activated and boxes BOUGHT not rented).
Oct - Over $200 in gas for M and I go to work, $150 rent, $200 groceries, $91 & $97 for utilities.
Nov - Paid half the rent though I should have only paid a third to begin with for the FULL month but since we agreed on half between M and I... and I was there for HALF THAT MONTH it should have been a quarter... so they owe me $183 in rent in addition. I paid $100 in supplies for the house, no utils because it's all been paid up until then.
Now, I was kind enough to let M keep her cell phone on our family plan, AND THE CABLE/INT boxes UNTIL either TIM or I move, OR WHENEVER THE FIRST BILL IS NOT PAID BY THEM, whichever comes first. Now, this is what I was supposed to pay.
rent - $490 = 183 rent, 185 groceries, 122 utils.
Tell me... was I paying over?
Anyway, in addition to paying over for the house?
J paid $600 dep. He paid $150 groceries. He paid $400 rent. He started paying off this huge ass tv.
He gets paid $940 per month. This is what he paid since Aug.
M paid... not a dime towards the house itself. She was supposed to pay half the rent, and J was to pay all the rent next month. She gets paid $1170-$1200 per month. I know, because I was paid that same amount at the same work she does.
So now I'm in KY. Silent hill as I call it, I'm still looking for the weekly witch burnings here... its a really small town filled with fanatical...I'll leave it out there. They ran my people out.
I am being called in for an interview for another job shortly. I'll probably be making... $1440 per month. $270 more than my last job. I just don't want to fail R's husband because he put in a good word for me. I seem to really stress out here.
As for my other job? Well, after having to go to the ER (I was beyond half way through my shift) and getting the stomach flu (this is going to sound gross) not being able to stay seated because I was going to shit my pants... well... I wasn't going to go in. So I couldn't do my job in the bathroom. This was after I was told that my sister was hit by the bus up in Canada. *sighs* so... yeah. Without all that drama, and with me feeling better, now I just hope my left side stops going out on me. apparently it's a one-handed job but still. Kinda wish sometimes I got the clerical job not the lawn mower part assembly job. That is okay though, I can work it through. I'm not afraid of working, I'm afraid of failing the work I do. fortunately people are nice. supposedly. *sighs* remember, this is silent hill...
so yeah... update. complete 180 since the last update. Just thought everyone should know :)
Blocking over stupid shit, once again, is a pain in the ass...
16:13 Nov 30 2011
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So, DemonicWhisper commented on a friend's journal. Most everyone uses their journal for when they are bored, or they rant, whatever. Apparently this person didn't get that. Not only that, but he had to be a little rude about it.
This is the message I was going to send about five minutes ago, to find he blocked before I could answer back.
Grow up? I've no need. See, I can restrain telling
people to jump off the bridge online whether its over something stupid like you do to the point they threaten my life. But then, that would be patience, not maturity... I've no need to jump off a bridge for the simple batter I'm not insecure in my life. I'm not suicidal, I am not homicidal, and I most certainly act like no child in an adult's body. I do not pretend to be what I am not, and I am confident in my work in healing others. And tell me, I look back at the posts, I know feeding your desire to tell at least one other person to jump off the bridge was a bit thoughtless of me, but not quite immature. To deal with a child like you, is to simply let you make your mistakes until you learn from them. Have a good day or evening.
This is the conversation I had with him leading up to this point.
Why don't you take your own advice and grow up, and when you do, go jump off a bridge.
On 04:17:05 Nov 27 2011 (-0 GMT) Phedre wrote:
Then why are you getting so bent out of shape that she called you by your old VR name? Whats it really to you. You may have changed your name but you're still the same bully/victim that you always are. If you're so bored like you say, then why don't you take your own advice and get a life and stop coming back here to bitch, complain, moan and groan about every single aspect of VR that is not up to your par. It seems to bother you so much, why be here. If you're really that bored, go take a walk or take up knitting. Otherwise just shut the fuck up or go jump off a cliff.
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In reply to this comment to Kiea's journal... she is bent out because that name had a bad rep and she took a break to start over and not have to deal with other people's crap that they forced on her when she was on this site. She was trying to be friendly, and didn't want people to know it was her, simply so she could avoid exactly what this comment says. People use their journals to do just that, "bitch, complain, moan and groan about every single aspect of VR that is not up to your par." so to speak. For you to give a paragraph of your own type of bitching just because she wrote a journal (which is in her right) bitching to others. yes it is in your right to comment, but she was not being rude about it and neither should you. Just like maybe she should lighten up a little, you should grow up. If she is that bored, she can write in her journal--again, that's what the journal is there for. have issues with it, take it up with Cancer himself, i'm sure he'd be thrilled to deal with your ignorant comments. because basically, thinking you would get something from him, is the same as this: no results. So, have a good day, I dont know who you are, but I hope you have a good life, and no one tells you lately to jump off a bridge simply because you made a journal post in your journal today.
Free Will and Love07:32 Nov 10 2011
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This is my opinion. We were given free will. in short of not accepting jesus as our savior, all would be forgiven. If God therefore is fine with everything else then who is anyone else, to judge the purest emotion that God gave? Love?
He gave the free will to love who we would, so no one else should complain.
my opinion as a person of will and submission, everyone should be able to love who they will without bias from the peanut gallery. no one has the right to tell another human being how to use their emotions of love to another.
marriage...
it is an act of love, not religious ceremony. therefore do not put your so called beliefs in to ruin the purest and most amazing thing in the world..
No one should take life nor love from this world, and no one should put judgement to snuff out life or love either.
if you believe in poly, monogamous, open, closed, vanilla, lifestyle, strictly practical, or sexual relationships... more power to you. just do NOT make another person listen to what you think love should be or who it should be to.
Update19:05 Nov 07 2011
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It's been a while since i posted a journal. so much has happened, and yet nothing changed.
I moved to TN in August 1st. I live with TheLoreHanayagi. TeineDragan will move up here once he gets out. I miss living with him.
We celebrated our first year anniversary this weekend even though it was on the 1st this month, the day after halloween.
I used a good bit of my paycheck for this past weekend. His anniversary gift was a guitar, mine was a refurbished desktop... i have such bad luck with laptops. we went out to a hibachi dinner at sakura's on saturday, it was amazing! the show in making the food was awesome and the food was better. He hates zucchini! lol... until he ate it in his veggies (he didn't even know it was in there, and I didn't tell him). I got my possessions the day before he came, so now i just need to find where to put all the books.
Got some toys also, it was quite an interesting day. Good thing the utilities are paid until december! I love paying ahead of time. Because of that, I really only have to worry about the rent and groceries. well time to go, glad to work.
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